Tag: writing
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Tryin
I’ve been tryin to evolve while trying to heal. Wade in the pain and swim in the love I feel. The ambivalence of everything makes me feel naive.I really been tryin to forgive while trying to grieve. Feels like I’ve been searching forever, for God knows what…While tryin to let go, so my heart doesn’t…
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Beginning at the End
Being forced to begin again at the end.When I was motivated by good intentions. Depression wanted so bad to be a friend. The tension grew like a fungal infection. Felt naked without the egos protection. Self-imposed seclusion I allowed addiction. Mask and numb it all, that was the mission
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Breaking Cycles
Breakin these cycles, I’m finally fuckin free. I’m not as spiteful as the man I used be. Way more insightful a year after I chose me. I deconstructed the pillars of toxicityand beat my addiction to being the accessory.
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Best For You
I wished it wasn’t the truth. But I’m not what’s best for you. There are things I could not do. Or couldn’t figure out how to. It’d be crazy for me to continue. I only want what’s best for you.
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Is This You?
Let’s run through this game of life together. Be teammates, root and cheer for each other. Shamelessly explore this world together. Find our passions like some buried treasure.
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Babygirl
I can still remember the feeling of your tiny toes kicking my hand. From the inside of moms belly while I whispered “I’m your dad”At that moment I made a promise to myself, I established a pact. I would do anything for you and protect you from anything bad. I couldn’t wait to meet you,…
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This Me
With this me you’re gonna get,A better me, free of a sillouette,It used to be tied to regrets. Livin with this pain I won’t forget.
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Day By Day
I was completely all inuntil you ripped open my heart the manipulation and liestore my world apart So now I am pulling awayI no longer want to be with youyou are so full of shitas far as I’m concerned, we’re through It is too late nowI no longer care what you meanI have lost all…
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Meet Me In the Middle
We could’ve closed the gap, ate up the distance that’s grown between us,Supporting each other without expectations should’ve been what kept “us”,Wanting success for each other more than success for ourselves should’ve been “us”.
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Human
Loneliness has replaced an abundance of intimacy and personal connection. Sad about the empty space on my bed that used to be a warm indentation. Pressed by my person who held my secrets and knew my limitations.Is part of being human owning those feelings of loss and desperation? Will my children grow up to be…
Beginning at the End 