Beginning at the End

It wasn’t a search for happiness, I think that’s why it cut so deeply.  Working through our problems together was always what motivated me.  I can’t move on the way that you did latching onto someone so quickly.  How do I come to terms knowing that you may have never loved me. My heart’s still…

What compelled you to act out with that unfiltered emotion?I know we disagreed but was it really that important?Just ask me for some space and I’d be more than receptive.Because we can work it out best when we aren’t defensive.Acknowledging when your triggered is what respect is.I loved you more than my need to squash…

  It’s been a lonely road, but I’m proud to admit,I’ve turned a corner and stopped givin’ a shit,It took me a while, but now the flame is lit,It won’t be put it out now, in me there is no quit. Gave myself permission to live life how I see fit.I’ve accepted the fact that forever…

Is there a particular door that opens for you?Who opens that door? And when can I walk through?I’ve been on this side trying to do the right things.What will forgiveness, grace and love for myself bring? It’s like running and marathon that hasn’t begun.Reaching a finish line without the sound of a gun.Am I supposed…